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Before I Forget

by Lil Xan
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Oct 2#87

About the show

Before I Forget is Lil Xan’s unfiltered look into the life behind the fame. After rising from SoundCloud notoriety to global platinum success, Xan has lived a surreal mix of spotlight highs, personal loss, recovery, creativity, and reinvention.Each episode pulls you deeper into his world — the music that changed everything, the grief that shaped him, the pressure of fame, the friendships and fallouts, and the journey of rebuilding himself as an artist and as a person.Raw, honest, and at times unexpectedly funny, this podcast gives fans the version of Xan you don’t see online. No scripts. No filters. Just real conversations, real stories, and the evolution of Diego.If you’ve ever wondered what life looks like when the world knows your name but not your truth, Before I Forget is where you’ll find the real one.

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